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| Author: | Shadow Jones [ 01 Nov 2006, 19:48 ] |
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I'm supposed to be the admin who never blows his composure, Even though I hold the weight of the server on my shoulders I am never supposed to show it, my friends ain't supposed to know it Even if it means goin' toe to toe with the devil I woudln't care I'd never drag them in battles that I can handle unless I absolutely have to I'm supposed to set an example I need to be the leader, my crew looks for me to guide 'em If some s*it ever does pop off, I'm supposed to be beside 'em That flaming s*it I tried to squash it, it was too late to stop it There's a certain line you just don't cross and they crossed it I saw them bullshit a friend in a post and I just lost it It was crazy, this s*it went way beyond some petty flames and bullshit favortism And even though the battle was won, I feel like I lost it I spent too much energy on it, honestly I'm exhausted And I'm so caught in it I almost feel I'm the one who caused it This isnt what I'm am admin for, it's not why I got into it That was never my objective for the server to fall apart Why would I wanna destroy something I help build? It wasn't my intentions, my intentions were good I went through my whole admin career without ever mentionin' s*it And that was just out of respect for not runnin' my mouth And talkin' about something that I knew nothing about Plus friends told me stay out, this just wasn't my beef So I did, I just fell back, watched and gritted my teeth While they are all over the forums down talkin' friends who literally saved my life Like f**k it i understand this is business And this s*it just isn't none of my business But f**k it, I made this s*it my business But still knowin' this s*it could pop off at any minute. There used to be a time when you could just make a post And wouldn't have to worry about people quitin' or cryin' But now it's elevated because once you put personal s*it in them The s*it gets escalated, it ain't just words no more is it? It's a whole different ball game, callin' names and you ain't just talkin' We actually tried to stop s*it like the Aero and Falcon beef from happenin' (More people than just them.) Me and Deebz had sat with him, kicked it and had a chat with him And asked him not to start s*it and he wasn't gonna go after him Until falcon started yappin' on the forums how we softend 'em f**k it Aero smashed 'em, mashed 'em and let him have it, forgetting what we asked him not to do. Meanwhile my attention was pullin' in other directions Some long-lost friend at school who sees me one day (A wile back.) Has an erection for me and thinks that I'll be his ressurection Tries to blow the dust off his keyboard and start up gamin' But now he's fucked the game up because one of the ways I came up Was through a server the same one that made me known Now the owner of it has got a grudge against me for nothin'? Well f*ck it, that mother-f*cker can get it too, f*ck him then But I'm so busy being pissed off I don't stop to think That we still have players that are sitting online, watching us fight That are willing to get on for us as soon as we give the orders Never to extort us, strictly to show they support us We'll maybe shout 'em out in a post or a thread To show them we love 'em back and let 'em know how important it is To have 'em around and with us Their loyalty to us is worth more than any award is But I ain't try to have none of my friends hurt or insulted It ain't worth it, I can't think of a better way to word it Then to just say that I love ya'll too much to just sit, do nothing, and watch ya'll fight I'll walk away and resign from it all before I let it go any further But don't get it twisted, it's not a plea that I'm sayin' I'm just willin' to be the bigger man If ya'll can quit poppin' off at the jaws and stop flamin' Because frankly I'm sick of talkin' s*it, and dealing with flames Im about to just get up and walk away becasue. I'm not gonna let someone elses hurt feelings or resignation from RP rest on my conscious. ~ Shadow Jones ================================================ Original song : Like Toy Soldiers By Eminem Molded by me to send a message to you all. (Hence the underlined part of the post) If you think this is stupid I dont care, I just wanted to post this. |
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| Author: | twitch42o [ 01 Nov 2006, 20:08 ] |
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| Author: | killa3456 [ 01 Nov 2006, 20:55 ] |
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Wow Good edition of the song, How long were you working on this? |
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| Author: | Sweet Revenga [ 01 Nov 2006, 20:55 ] |
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As pretaining to the server, I was thinking more along the lines of Eminem's: Go to Sleep. |
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| Author: | Shadow Jones [ 01 Nov 2006, 20:59 ] |
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It took me about 30 mins, and Eminem's go to sleep is what im going to re-do next. |
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| Author: | Maxwell Murder [ 01 Nov 2006, 21:36 ] |
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You're planning on leaving then? And allow me to compliment you on your creativity. That was excellent. |
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| Author: | killa3456 [ 01 Nov 2006, 21:44 ] |
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Maxwell Murder wrote: You're planning on leaving then? And allow me to compliment you on your creativity. That was excellent. He isent completely leaving YET. But this was really good, But if shadow is going to leave, He might as well leave in style. |
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| Author: | perlov0 [ 01 Nov 2006, 21:44 ] |
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Sweet Revenga wrote: As pretaining to the server, I was thinking more along the lines of Eminem's: Go to Sleep. I love that song, one of the few rap songs that are decent in my opinion |
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| Author: | Shadow Jones [ 01 Nov 2006, 21:52 ] |
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No, im not leaving, but I made it as a warning, saying : Keep it up and I am gonna leave. |
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| Author: | Eric [ 01 Nov 2006, 22:04 ] |
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perlov0 wrote: Sweet Revenga wrote: As pretaining to the server, I was thinking more along the lines of Eminem's: Go to Sleep. I love that song, one of the few rap songs that are decent in my opinion QFT. |
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| Author: | hraiser [ 01 Nov 2006, 22:05 ] |
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sweet 
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| Author: | Jameson [ 02 Nov 2006, 18:46 ] |
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Creative. |
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| Author: | BooX [ 05 Nov 2006, 11:56 ] |
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Brilliant. |
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